*~Broken Promises~*

Monday, January 16, 2006

[[New layout...]]

I went tired of the other one with Gackt!

So here I'm again...not fresh, not prepared, not in a good mood for long time and with a temper there's on the edge of exploding!
Great huh? No changes in that!

The thing I have been spending the last week on, in my book! In school we have started a project where we are going to write a "book" each. Maybe the other are thing its boring and that they aren't making more than 5 pages...
But I takes this VERY seriouse!!

I, or rather Helene, gave Lone my first layout to the story, I have named "The Demon Eye"...11 pages so far and the front page layout is half done. I have 3 weeks to make it finnished, so I wouldn't be much online the next weeks.
Oh, and I have still not posted that letter to my father. Yesterday I heard that we're going to visit grandmother and grandfather...Also Thomas...
AND MY FATHER WILL BE THERE WITH CHRISTINA AND AMALIE!
His "beloved" girlfriend and her daugther...

I sense problems...even worse if I'm going to send the latter before the meeting! What am I going to do now!?

In the meanwhile, I'm drowning everything in Gravitation episodes and hard rock music...

Saliva - Always...

I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breathe...
or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
It's all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I can hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
the pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now i'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...

Nati...

Thought of you at... |1/16/2006 10:35:00 PM|

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