And dad does not want to see me, again. When I, in pure angst, finally decided not to see him one the 29, today, and said it ove rthe phone to grandma, he suddenly didn't want to see me anymore. He said that he couldn't live with seeing me 2 or 3 times a year, (that's how much I can take right now) he said that he better will be without us at all.

The next day I phoned him, we talked for about 6 mins, and it ended with that I asked him if he really didn't want to see me. Wasn't a little, better than none?

He answered that he had to think about it...That was when I took the desicion:

"If you don't want to see me anymore, then fine! Fine...! Cause, mom is pregnant and when that child comes, I have a new family to love, that also loves me!" ...after that was said, I turned off the phone...

...

Short words:

1. Mom is very well pregnant
2. Father haven't contacted me yet
3. I'm trying to make a fantasy book
4. Haven't been in school for whole last week
5. I'm not going to fullfill all my exams in grade 9
6. Maiken is bitchy and Helene is not better at all
7. I'm maybe going to make a Shuichi Shindou cosplay once in November
8. Rikke and Morten have been on visit with Marcus
9. My Tricotrilomania is getting worse
10. Someday in next week, I'll receive my Kumagoro Hug bag! YES!!

Nati-chan: "Ja ne!"