*~Broken Promises~*

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

[[4 more days...]]

...But what does it matter when my happiness is gone?!
I'm so damn fustrated over it! I really DOES TRY to be in a good Christmas mood, but every atempt just seems to go HORRIBLY wrong! Damn!

When I FINALLY are happy, it lasts under 7 mins and then back to bad-mood again!

And better...I'm getting SICK by seeing mom and Thomas together...Yes...I AM JALOUSE! Sitting and kissing every damn minute! I don't know how longer I can stand this bullshit! Thank God the Christmas hollidays is here AND that I have a meeting with Iben soon!

My creativeness is gone too so I have no really thing to do that usualy makes me happy again!
Now is the music all I have left...I have drowned myself in Gackt the last 4 days. Only playing Oasis, Freesia 2, Emu for my dear and Vanilla 248 times in a row!

That's also why I AGAIN have changed the layout.
Gackt - Vanilla-Style!

Today, it was last schoolday in 2005!

Nati

Thought of you at... |12/20/2005 12:26:00 PM|

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