Pheeeeeeew...finally! Dani-chan got some Lego. I'm not sure about its name, but it was quite big! Then we ate dessert and played Ludo. Daniel won. I felt this strange mood over us all. The only reason there wheren't any trouble was that no one talked about the divorce or how it had effected Daniel and me. That few times anybody was close to speak about it, hide in jokes or things like, the mood changed dramastic. We where standing on the edge of a knife all the time! I don't like it...I don't like it at all! We was caugth in a snowstorm on the way home. It took us 3½ hour to come home in safety again! Nati By the way! Thomas computer is crashed! One of the elektric wires is dead! SH*T!
This...was the last Christmas party, year 2005!
I was up at 11.30am and was playing Diablo II with Daniel's Necromancer on Thomas computer. It finally installed coreckt on it.
We went off at 12.30pm and was there 2.10pm. It was snowing ligthly.
Father came around 10 mins after we came...
He acted...like he sould...on a way...! He didn't jump out in a fit of rage or something, but his kindness wasn't real...
I'm afraid that some of that old "monster" still is within him!
We started with the lunch. Dad's mom is still the best I know to make food. It tasted good as always. Salmon on bread, steak and potatoes! Yum yum! Then there where presents. I got this time:
Sorry for not updating yesterday!
But, there really didn't happen anything exiting...
We (Mom, Daniel, Thomas and me) where at my grandfathers house at 2pm, as we should. The rest of the family was there:
Grandfather (My mothers REAL dad)
Grandmother (Mother to Brian and Lena)
Brian with his girlfreind Helle (She has a daugther, Chalotte, whom is two years older than me)
Lena with her housbond Sonny (Sonny is only father to one of Lena's children, Tobias. The two others, Tenna and Therese, is with a now dead guy, named Fredy...)
Tenna's boyfriend, whom I don't remember the name of. I didn't talk to him.
(Oh! And Therese wasn't here! She is on Costa Rica with her boyfriend. He is 37, she is 24!)
I think I got them all...oh well...Main-point again...
The food was terrible! It tasted really bad and the coice of food was even worse!!! And...as I had feared...only an hour into the party was both Sonny, Helle and Lena drunk! It was the fu*ked only thing they talked sbout! OH HOW DRUNK they had been the last few days! And OOOH HOW A PITY it was for them self!
Brian is better to hide it and so is Grandfather. Charlotte sat and talked with Tenna and her boyfreind. Mom...well...talked with Lena...Thomas...with Sonny and Brian. Grandmother brougth in more food...EEEW...Grandfather was...uumh...kinda drunk too, I don't remember! And Tobias was acting like that little brat he always is. He is 9 years and still acting like one on the age of 3!!!
Me and Daniel? We where lisentning to Dani-chan's Diskman!
THANK HEAVEN I REMEMBERED TO BRING IT WITH US!
To say short...I was borred, annoyed and I DO NOT LIKE TO BE WITH DRUNK PEPOLE!!
And mom continiued to say: "Moment sweetheart, we have to finishe the coffee first!"... the 3rd cup mommy??!
AAAAAARG!! Thanks to the calender, it's only 1 Christmas Day ONE TIME A YEAR!!
Okay...I got home at 7pm I think. I was so annoyed and tired that I ran into my room and played Diablo II...On some mysterious way it have updated! It's looking like the Lord Of Destruction version, but without Druid and Assasin!
At 9.15pm I went back to the living room. There where chokolate and Lord Of The Rings 1 in the TV! So I stayed up to 12 o'clock to see it all!
... Yes, I cried a little! I ALWAYS DOES AT SUCH MOVIES!!
I have to go now. I shall be at...my visit to dad and his parents within 3 hours! See you all later!
Nati
Finally! The day! Christmas day 2005! Thomas favorite preset was WITHOUT DOUBT that computer game, Need for Speed - Most Wanted - Daniel gave him! Mom's favorite was that (silly) lamp she got from Daniel and Thomas. AND that cool jacket from Thomas! Daniel's favorite? He only got "soft presents"! D'OH! Poor guy! XD
I'm not really sure when I got out of bed, but at 8.55 am were I watching Nickelback - Live at Home - with Thomas and Daniel. Around 11 am did we (mom, Thomas, Daniel and me) make candy out of mazipan and nougat. It's an old tradition and it's taste damn good!
At one o'clock I went into my own room and played Diablo II. (That's why I wasn't online Aby! SORRY!)
The eating duck and pork started at 7.40 pm! We ate for only 30 mins. before we where more than stuffed up! X'''D
We also tried to find the nut in the rice pudding...but we all had to surrender! NONE of us could eat anymore! Besides Tyson of course! XD
After the dinner, I gave a little song-preformance for the family. Guess what? Everybody shut up and was silent...not a sound besides me was heard! And I blushed...Oh GOD I blushed! ... And mom cried...
Then then then...TIME TO PRESENTS!! *scream*
It wheren't that bad after all! I got:
I'll update tomorrow!
Hugs from Nati!
Ps. Look! Doesn't it fit me well? X'''D
It's "Little Christmas Eve" as we say in Denmark!
The night Santa (or Saint Nicolaus if you like) is going to climb down the cimney and leave the presents under the Christmas tree. It's a sweet story. Surely it is!
And in the believe in Jesus Christ, the story tells that it's tonigth Marie Magdalene is giving birth to the Lord, in Jerusalem.
All of these stories about the same nigth! Magical, isn't it?
Well...the malls and stores is looking at it in a bit diffrent viewe! A viewe that totaly is ruining the hapiness and joy about what Christmas REALLY is about! But of course, that's what I think about it...
Today was spend with...a nice hot shower, a little brunch and...back to sleep! Yes, I have been sleeping A LOT the last 3 days.
Yesterday, I spoke with Iben again...and I have agreed in having a meeting with Youth & Child Psychiatry Hospital in Roskilde (It's the same place where Daniel's case is going on now). Iben means that it's not just a "bad period" I have entered. She thinks it's a depresion. A REALLY bad depresion to be correct. I need professional help...
(I'M NOT A MANIAC! I'M NOT A LUNATIC! Please don't think so!)
I'll update the 3 next day! See ya! ^_^
Nati
...But what does it matter when my happiness is gone?!
I'm so damn fustrated over it! I really DOES TRY to be in a good Christmas mood, but every atempt just seems to go HORRIBLY wrong! Damn!
When I FINALLY are happy, it lasts under 7 mins and then back to bad-mood again!
And better...I'm getting SICK by seeing mom and Thomas together...Yes...I AM JALOUSE! Sitting and kissing every damn minute! I don't know how longer I can stand this bullshit! Thank God the Christmas hollidays is here AND that I have a meeting with Iben soon!
My creativeness is gone too so I have no really thing to do that usualy makes me happy again!
Now is the music all I have left...I have drowned myself in Gackt the last 4 days. Only playing Oasis, Freesia 2, Emu for my dear and Vanilla 248 times in a row!
That's also why I AGAIN have changed the layout.
Gackt - Vanilla-Style!
Today, it was last schoolday in 2005!
Nati
I'm SO sorry for the long time since last update, but both my life and my computer has been chaos!
So tonight, Thomas finally installed that fricking Internet-conection-card! So now I'm online again!
And yes, my life has been...crazy!
I can't explain further now...
Helene, me and Maiken is maybe going to enter the danish Music Award for Juniors!
I have giving my father ONE LAST try to show that he still is the man I once knew!
Thomas have moved in to us now.
Ziz is STILL comeing to us December 28!
I think I'm in love with a boy from the class...O.O...OH GOD!
There is 8 days to Chirstmas!
Last schoolday in 2005 is December 20!
Nati
*Yawn*
Okay...it's in the middel of the night, but the Jung residense is more than alive!
Mom, Thomas and Danile is watching some taps with "Matador" (a HYPER famous danish tv serie) and I'm sitting here in my room and listing to "Zakuro" by Dir en Grey!
Just two hours ago, we came home. We have been on a visit to Thomas mother and stepfather since 3.30pm!
I was really not caring, was annoyed as always, but when we then finally reatched...uuumh...I think I have to spell it "Moon" or "Mon"! There isn't an english name for the island, so please don't blame me!
Anyways! When we finally stood outside the door, I was scared like hell! I ran off and stood behind a wall until Thomas found me. I cried...
When I finally got in, I gladly discovered that Lis and Bruno is very kind pepole!
We talked about everything, ate cookies and so on! A few time, we all went out in hysterical fits of laughing! So everything was just like home XDDDD!!!!
We also ate dinner and watched handball! Denmark vs Poland!
Tomorrow are Daniel, mom and me invited to visit dad's mother, Inger. It's been a while since I last time saw her, so I'm quite...unhappy! I have this strange feeling about it!!!
More news:
1 Dad is sitting in Sweeden right now! I'm not really sure why!
2 Ziz is coming December 28 and stays here to celebrate New Year!
3 I have been more popular on Tegnebordet.dk at the time! More and more pepole is writing to me! Almost like Fan-mail!
4 Helene have given me a strange idea in my head...Going to write more about it later!
Nati-chan
*Rather annoyed face...*
That was on the DAMN time Thomas got this God forsaken computer working again!!!
Yami no Nati (Nata): Sure hun! Just a shame that you where the one who CRASHED the "God forsaken computer" in the very begnning!!!
Nati: *Grumbles but stays silent*
Nata: *smirks evil*
NEW TOPIC!
What been on in the while?
Mom had birthday and so had brother! Both went fine. Thomas made the cake, we took on the same chinese resturant and they got presents!
Not much about that...
...
As you migth have guessed, I'm not very glad at the moment for my family! Things has been going very wrong between me and mom the last two days.
I was mad, because I was DAMN pissed by mother whom HAD to go into MY room to use the computer. I INSISTED to have it in my room and with a brother whoms TV insnt working and a mother whom loves to spend hours infront fo the computer screen, playing games, then I have a lots of trouble!
Daniel is annoying with MY TV and mom is smoking in my room!
SHE KNOWS I HATE THAT STUFF AND HAVEING TROUBLES WITH BREATHING BECAUSE OF IT!!!
*Tried to clam down after the yelling*
Bad things happnes...and so does good things!
I've got answers for the first book analyse and the two first stories, "Guardian Angel" and "A twist of Fate"!
Lone said that my english was high over what there was common for pepole in my age. And...she said that...that...
That I should try to send one of my stories to a publishing company!
That's the largest comment my stories EVER has gotten before!
Thank you Lone...I finally know what I wants to do...or at least some of it!
*Nati turns around with a smirk on her lips...*
Du troede aldrig jeg ville kunne gore det, vel far? Synd...
Jeg er nemlig ved at gore det nu!
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