Firste of all...
Today it's 3 years since my grandmother, Anne-Lise, died. After her death, my parents divorcement started. So on a way, is it her I can thank and blame for all of this...
3 years is a long time...
Today was spend with...sleeping! I slept to about 11.30am and was with Helene in the mall. When I returned, ototo had also visiters (two boys from our neighbourhood).
After they left, he have decorated most of the living room. Remember, there's 6 days to December 1!
Oh and by the way! About my little promise! Ehehe...1 book analyse and one story is already finnished! ;)
Nati
So...almost a month for christmas. Geez, time have run away!
Yet again have I stayed home. I was in school Monday, but I gave up after that. Afterwards it's Gym-week, I have decided to stay home all week. One thing is that I don't want to, another is my health condition. I'm still sick and it wont go away!
And now Thomas is sick too! He have been vomiting all day! Daniel went for school both Monday and yesterday (Well...I have to call it that, because it's almost 1 o'clock in the morning) but I'm not sure about today! He is still moody. Like me. I'm frustrated over something I'm not really sure of what is!
Hmmph...*crosses my arms over my chest and looking evil...*
About getting behind with the homework?
Hah! Don't be! I've sat a challenge up for myself!
Write 3 or 4 stories like "3 days" I got 13 for and make book-analyses on Harry Potter book 5 and 6.
All of it has to be done until December 22th!
Why?
To proof I can!
Yes, I must be sick to make this.
And beleive me. I am!!
*Nati walkes off with a smirk on her lips...*
Finally a new project to concentrate about... *Laughs silent*
*Nati comes in, dressed in witch hat and broom in hand...*
Tadaaa!! Whatcha say?
Hahaha!
The Harry Potter-fever is on again and I have to report that I've been BADLY infected!!
Yesterday I've seen "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" in Denmarks largest cinema, The Cinemaxxx!!
*Sparks in my eyes*
That movie was alot scarier that the first 3 movies. Scary yes...BUT HELL, IT WAS GOOD!!!
To think of the book is 685 pages long, they did a good job. Some details missed of course, but still! Great movie! I'm going to get on DVD when it comes in the stores!
Anything else?
Yes...I think...no...I'm quite sure that Thomas, moms boyfreind, now officially have moved in. He have even brougth his cat home to us (what Mille, by the way, is very pissed over!)
What I think about it? I'm not quite sure at the moment...
Nati
A...a...ATCHOOO!!!
Oh man! *takes up a napkin*...pardon!
Yes my nose is still running and my throat is hurting and so is my back too! *<---Feels like a woman over 80 years or so...*
ATCHOOOO!!!
Oh what! I stayed home today and so did ototo. (He have now been home from school for over a week. I don't blame him at all!!!)
Thomas was here too but went home at 11 o'clock. He have been here since Saturday, so he had to get home and do some work. Maybe he is comeing tonight.
How he is? Well...he is okay! He have fixed my CD burner! Mommy does really like him a lot and ototo too. They were home together all yesterday. I was home about 10 yesterday, because my illness and pepole was evil to me. I really mean it.
THEY WERE EVIL...Helene and Maiken was evil to me...again...
Today, I did something I never would have though of doing again...
I called dad...
I still don't really know where the courage came from. When I finally got through to his cell, he said "please wait a moment." He didn't know it was me. I have hide my number. I didn't say anything, but I smiled. I could hear him in the background talking with a customer.
When he then picked up the phone...
"...It's been a while, dad..."
"...Nade...?"
"Hihi...yes!"
"...I can't beleive it...It's really you!"
And more don't I remember right now. He was in shock. So much for sure. I think he cried a little too. I didn't. But I smiled.
And now, I'm sitting a thinking. Did I make a mistake by calling him? Did I do the right?
I don't know...
Nati...
Hi!
I'm just posting to tell that I've become a little ill. My throat hurts and my nose is..."running!"
Thomas (the boyfreind) have been on a visit tonight and he is going to sleep over. Glad my bedroom is far away from mom's!
My mood haven't changed...I think you could guess that...
Nati
*sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs...*
I'm so tired of this and I'm close to be sure that you're too! But I'm crying all the time and the school isn't making it any better!
To say...I'm depressed!
Nothing new in that.
The bad news is that thoes thing that normally halped me up again, ins't working anymore. Normally, I just turned on some music, but that doesn't help now! I have been listning to Could Age Symphony (Last Exile) for almost 35 min now, but I'm STILL CRYING!
I'll try to draw a little now. I hope it works...
Damn I'm glad the weekend is here!!!
*Super-Nati-Smile...*
Sometimes, even my life is worth to live!!
Monday evening I did something pretty stupid...
I discovered I got lice again and that tricked me off for seriouse. I premised not to do it, but I did. I was in baths, I got my hand in a large sissor, tired my hair into a ponytail and...cut it off!
So now, I'm a shorthaired Nati-chan! *grins* Picture is HERE and HERE!
(Here you go Aby and others!)
I can later say that I haven't seen any lice since...*maniac laughing*
A today....
I the first break, one of my freinds from the class under me, Julia, was close to cry infront of me. She told me she was bullyied very much from the boys in her class and that she couldn't stand it much more. I went, after the break, to the office and told it to Tina and she have said it to Julia's teacher. I really hope she'll get better. She is such a nice kid.
And when the other break was finnished I was, because I didn't want to have gym-class, at the music room with Helene (she can't have gym because of her injured shoulder.)
At the way to the music room, Ototo came (his class-room is close to the music room). He was angry, I could see, and some of the boys from his class was after him, yelling at him.
I tried to get them to go, but they continiued. That was when I decided to screw the school rules, AGAIN, so I pulled Daniel with me and Helene into the music room and locked the door.The boys tried for almost 15 min to get in. They punched and kicked the door, meanwhile I played the piano and Helene her guitar. Daniel just sat and looked at her and me.
Even Maiken came once, only in last second did Helene lock the door behind her as Maiken slipped in, and where about 10 minutes before she had to leave again.
When almost the whole lesson was over, I was singing some danish songs while Helene played the drums, when Daniel's teached finally found out where he was. I explained how, why and when and she gave him his text book and, surprising, went off again.
OTOTO WAS ALLOWED TO SKIP CLASS, HE JUST HAD TO READ HIS HISTORY STUFF!!
That's the way! I really hoped that and it happen! Tomorrow, we are going to bring Daniel's classfoto and show the principal who there's after him/us.
Revenge is sweet. Revenge is sweet!
But the day wasn't over yet. When the bell rung and ototo's day was over, HE FOLOWED ME TO MY NEXT LESSON AND SAT OUTSIDE THE DOOR AND WAITED FOR ME!
And in the lesson, who was half done when Lone finally came because she had to leave to get her son who had become ill in the kindergarden, Lone let back some rapports we had given her Tuesday.
She was impressed over all of them. Each from the class had, on some way, done a better job than usual! She even read some quotes from some of the stories aloud!
My rapport named "3 dage", or in english "3 days", was the first one she read up. I WAS BLUSHING SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
Before the next quote was read aloud, the girl on the seat infront of me, Sofie, turned around and said: "Oh my God! It sounded like a quote from a real book!"
MORE BLUSHING!!!!!!!!!
And when I finally got it back, most of the boys and girls around me sat and watched me, to see the marks. I shivered when I pulled the paper out. I read the mark...
13/11
I could have fainted. My hand flew up to my mouth to stop the scream.
13 is the highest you can get. And afterwards it was standing at the first space, 13/11, means that I got the highest mark at how the story was. The 11 was for the way I spelled.
I HAVE NEVER GOT SO HIGH MARKS BEFORE!! I GOT 13/11!!!!! <--- *Can't beleive my luck. I was the only one to get 13/11*
Uumh...yes! Did it again! New Layout! And I like it a lot! ;))
School? Uuumh...did it again! I didn't go to school. Had too much undone homework. *Looks rather annoyed* Fuck it...I sat up whole last night to get that damn dansih story done. And I still have to analyse a tape from my History teacher. I just CAN'T let him down! ;_;
Umh well....*I say that a lot*...Not really much to say. Think I'll go with in TB's challenge this month. Draw the most over-disgusting-cute little character from Lord Of The Rings...Mmmmh...not bad!! My talent is drawing over-disgusting-cute things! No problemo!!! *Takes up pencil and paper...buts stops...*
*wail* My imagination is gone AGAIN!!!
*Sits in a corner and wails*
sob...Sob...SOb...SOB!!!
I think Steff is right...
[Quote to Steff:] Life is NEVER fair! Don't beleive it if anybody tells it to you, cause it's one fat lie!!
Steff...I really do beleive you!
Yesterday I was at the J-Popcon 2005, Denmarks largest Manga, Anime and Jpop show.
It took one hour to get there from Slagelse. It was in Valby in Copenhagen and FAR TOO CLOSE to where dad lives.
There were Shop Room, Game Room, 4 Cinemas there showeed anime 24 hours non-stop, a Cafeteriaand a lot of other things I didn't see...
But of course, Mom and Daniel was with me, and everytime Daniel is with, problems has to jump RIIIIGTH into my face all the time.
Ototo hates many people in the same place, he hates when they're pushing and trying to get infront of him to the small shops. So OF COURSE had he to get out 3 times or so to cool down. And mom wasn't any better. She complained all the time over everything.
It ended with half an hour, 4 manga's and 1 J-popcon bagde and so were we out again!
Mom tried to say all the bad things about J-popcon to make my mood better, just a shame little mother...IT DIDN'T WORK!!!
I was disarpointed...REALLY disarpointed...
Note to myself: FORCE Ziz or Mafu with me next year! NEVER again shall mom and ototo with me! NEVER!!!!!
I kind of has forgiving them both. Daniel is Asperger and hates people, and mom haves nothing in her head but her boyfreind Thomas, there by the way, is going to visit us today...
My head is a mess, my life is a mess and the things there's making me happy is making me more confused!
Nati-Chan...*sobs*
Hi...*Monotone voice...* I'm so dead...Okay...not dead in that way...but I'm so horrible exausted all the time...
What have I done the last long time?
I have:
Yesterday: Sat and cried in front of Iben. She is now convinced that I need psykological help. And so I'll get. AND! If my classmates hasn't stopped throwing things after me and calling me names after Christmas...then I'm going to find a new school, probably a private school...
Tuesday: Ototo haven't been in school since Tuesday...He is crying. He is being bullied more that ever...
Monday: I was at a Parents-Student-Teacher meeting. I't went fine in English and Danish. Okay in German and bad in Math...
Sunday: Saw moms new boyfreind Thomas for the first time. He was okay!
And more dosen't I remember! The future at least seems a little happier:
Tomorrow: New manga! I'm going to buy 6 this time!
Saturday: 2nd day of the J-popcon! (J-popcon is Denmarks largest Manga/Anime show!) I'm going to be there all day! (Please go to J-Popcon.dk to see more!)
17 November: I'm going to Hospital again...NOTHING BAD THIS TIME!!
1 December: Ototo's birthday!
3 December: Mom's birthday!
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